Франкенштейн
Chapter 17
Thesewerewildandmiserablethoughts,butIcannotdescribetoyouhowtheeternaltwinklingofthestarsweigheduponmeandhowIlistenedtoeveryblastofwindasifitwereadulluglysiroconitswaytoconsumeme.
MorningdawnedbeforeIarrivedatthevillageofChamounix;Itooknorest,butreturnedimmediatelytoGeneva.EveninmyownheartIcouldgivenoexpressiontomysensations—theyweighedonmewithamountain’sweightandtheirexcessdestroyedmyagonybeneaththem.ThusIreturnedhome,andenteringthehouse,presentedmyselftothefamily.Myhaggardandwildappearanceawokeintensealarm,butIanswerednoquestion,scarcelydidIspeak.IfeltasifIwereplacedunderaban—asifIhadnorighttoclaimtheirsympathies—asifnevermoremightIenjoycompanionshipwiththem.YeteventhusIlovedthemtoadoration;andtosavethem,Iresolvedtodedicatemyselftomymostabhorredtask.Theprospectofsuchanoccupationmadeeveryothercircumstanceofexistencepassbeforemelikeadream,andthatthoughtonlyhadtometherealityoflife.
