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Chapter 18
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’Andshouldn’tmenbeshotatlast,iftheygetpossessedbytheirownwill?’
’Ay!--thesame!ButImustgetfreeofher,orshe’llbeatmeagain.Iwantedtotellyou.ImustgetadivorceifIpossiblycan.Sowemustbecareful.Wemustn’treallybeseentogether,youandI.Inever,nevercouldstanditifshecamedownonmeandyou.’
Connieponderedthis.
’Thenwecan’tbetogether?’shesaid.
’Notforsixmonthsorso.ButIthinkmydivorcewillgothroughinSeptember;thentillMarch.’
’ButthebabywillprobablybebornattheendofFebruary,’shesaid.
Hewassilent.
’IcouldwishtheCliffordsandBerthasalldead,’hesaid.
’It’snotbeingverytendertothem,’shesaid.
’Tendertothem?Yea,eventhenthetenderestthingyoucoulddoforthem,perhaps,wouldbetogivethemdeath.Theycan’tlive!Theyonlyfrustratelife.Theirsoulsareawfulinsidethem.Deathoughttobesweettothem.AndIoughttobeallowedtoshootthem.’
’Butyouwouldn’tdoit,’shesaid.
’Iwouldthough!andwithlessqualmsthanIshootaweasel.Itanyhowhasaprettinessandaloneliness.Buttheyarelegion.Oh,I’dshootthem.’
’Thenperhapsitisjustaswellyoudaren’t.’
’Well.’
Conniehadnowplentytothinkof.ItwasevidenthewantedabsolutelytobefreeofBerthaCoutts.Andshefelthewasright.Thelastattackhadbeentoogrim.Thismeantherlivingalone,tillspring.PerhapsshecouldgetdivorcedfromClifford.Buthow?IfMellorswerenamed,thentherewasanendtohisdivorce.