Chapter 10
Conniewasagooddealalonenow,fewerpeoplecametoWragby.Cliffordnolongerwantedthem.Hehadturnedagainsteventhecronies.Hewasqueer.Hepreferredtheradio,whichhehadinstalledatsomeexpense,withagooddealofsuccessatlast.HecouldsometimesgetMadridorFrankfurt,eventhereintheuneasyMidlands.
Andhewouldsitaloneforhourslisteningtotheloudspeakerbellowingforth.ItamazedandstunnedConnie.Buttherehewouldsit,withablankentrancedexpressiononhisface,likeapersonlosinghismind,andlisten,orseemtolisten,totheunspeakablething.
Washereallylistening?Orwasitasortofsoporifichetook,whilstsomethingelseworkedonunderneathinhim?Conniedidnowknow.Shefleduptoherroom,oroutofdoorstothewood.Akindofterrorfilledhersometimes,aterroroftheincipientinsanityofthewholecivilizedspecies.
ButnowthatCliffordwasdriftingofftothisotherweirdnessofindustrialactivity,becomingalmostacreature,withahard,efficientshellofanexteriorandapulpyinterior,oneoftheamazingcrabsandlobstersofthemodern,industrialandfinancialworld,invertebratesofthecrustaceanorder,withshellsofsteel,likemachines,andinnerbodiesofsoftpulp,Connieherselfwasreallycompletelystranded.
Shewasnotevenfree,forCliffordmusthaveherthere.Heseemedtohaveanervousterrorthatsheshouldleavehim.Thecuriouspulpypartofhim,theemotionalandhumanly-individualpart,dependedonherwithterror,likeachild,almostlikeanidiot.Shemustbethere,thereatWragby,aLadyChatterley,hiswife.