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Chapter 17
LessrealthantheawfulWragby!Shefeltshedidn’tcareifsheneversawFranceorSwitzerlandorItalyagain.They’dkeep.Wragbywasmorereal.
Asforpeople!peoplewereallalike,withverylittledifference.Theyallwantedtogetmoneyoutofyou:or,iftheyweretravellers,theywantedtogetenjoyment,perforce,likesqueezingbloodoutofastone.Poormountains!poorlandscape!itallhadtobesqueezedandsqueezedandsqueezedagain,toprovideathrill,toprovideenjoyment.Whatdidpeoplemean,withtheirsimplydeterminedenjoyingofthemselves?
No!saidConnietoherselfI’dratherbeatWragby,whereIcangoaboutandbestill,andnotstareatanythingordoanyperformingofanysort.Thistouristperformanceofenjoyingoneselfistoohopelesslyhumiliating:it’ssuchafailure.
ShewantedtogobacktoWragby,eventoClifford,eventopoorcrippledClifford.Hewasn’tsuchafoolasthisswarmingholidayinglot,anyhow.
Butinherinnerconsciousnessshewaskeepingtouchwiththeotherman.Shemustn’tletherconnexionwithhimgo:oh,shemustn’tletitgo,orshewaslost,lostutterlyinthisworldofriff-raffyexpensivepeopleandjoy-hogs.Oh,thejoy-hogs!Oh’enjoyingoneself’!Anothermodernformofsickness.
TheyleftthecarinMestre,inagarage,andtooktheregularsteamerovertoVenice.Itwasalovelysummerafternoon,theshallowlagoonrippled,thefullsunshinemadeVenice,turningitsbacktothemacrossthewater,lookdim.
Atthestationquaytheychangedtoagondola,givingthemantheaddress.