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Chapter 15
’You’vegotfourkindsofhair,’shesaidtohim.’Onyourchestit’snearlyblack,andyourhairisn’tdarkonyourhead:butyourmoustacheishardanddarkred,andyourhairhere,yourlove-hair,islikealittlebrushofbrightred-goldmistletoe.It’stheloveliestofall!’
Helookeddownandsawthemilkybitsofforget-me-notsinthehaironhisgroin.
’Ay!That’swheretoputforget-me-nots,intheman-hair,orthemaiden-hair.Butdon’tyoucareaboutthefuture?’
Shelookedupathim.
’Oh,Ido,terribly!’shesaid.
’BecausewhenIfeelthehumanworldisdoomed,hasdoomeditselfbyitsownmingybeastliness,thenIfeeltheColoniesaren’tfarenough.Themoonwouldn’tbefarenough,becauseeventhereyoucouldlookbackandseetheearth,dirty,beastly,unsavouryamongallthestars:madefoulbymen.ThenIfeelI’veswallowedgall,andit’seatingmyinsideout,andnowhere’sfarenoughawaytogetaway.ButwhenIgetaturn,Iforgetitallagain.Thoughit’sashame,what’sbeendonetopeopletheselasthundredyears:menturnedintonothingbutlabour-insects,andalltheirmanhoodtakenaway,andalltheirreallife.I’dwipethemachinesoffthefaceoftheearthagain,andendtheindustrialepochabsolutely,likeablackmistake.ButsinceIcan’t,an’nobodycan,I’dbetterholdmypeace,an’tryan’livemyownlife:ifI’vegotonetolive,whichIratherdoubt.’
Thethunderhadceasedoutside,buttherainwhichhadabated,suddenlycamestrikingdown,withalastblenchoflightningandmutterofdepartingstorm.Conniewasuneasy.