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Chapter 12
Inhissilenceheseemedlosttoher.
’Youloveme,don’tyou?’shemurmured.
’Ay,thaknows!’hesaid.
’Buttellme!’shepleaded.
’Ay!Ay!’asn’tterfeltit?’hesaiddimly,butsoftlyandsurely.Andsheclungclosetohim,closer.Hewassomuchmorepeacefulinlovethanshewas,andshewantedhimtoreassureher.
’Youdoloveme!’shewhispered,assertive.Andhishandsstrokedhersoftly,asifshewereaflower,withoutthequiverofdesire,butwithdelicatenearness.Andstilltherehauntedherarestlessnecessitytogetagriponlove.
’Sayyou’llalwaysloveme!’shepleaded.
’Ay!’hesaid,abstractedly.Andshefeltherquestionsdrivinghimawayfromher.
’Mustn’twegetup?’hesaidatlast.
’No!’shesaid.
Butshecouldfeelhisconsciousnessstraying,listeningtothenoisesoutside.
’It’llbenearlydark,’hesaid.Andsheheardthepressureofcircumstancesinhisvoice.Shekissedhim,withawoman’sgriefatyieldingupherhour.
Herose,andturnedupthelantern,thenbegantopullonhisclothes,quicklydisappearinginsidethem.Thenhestoodthere,aboveher,fasteninghisbreechesandlookingdownatherwithdark,wide-eyes,hisfacealittleflushedandhishairruffled,curiouslywarmandstillandbeautifulinthedimlightofthelantern,sobeautiful,shewouldnevertellhimhowbeautiful.Itmadeherwanttoclingfasttohim,toholdhim,fortherewasawarm,half-sleepyremotenessinhisbeautythatmadeherwanttocryoutandclutchhim,tohavehim.Shewouldneverhavehim.