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Chapter 12
Andthestrangeweightoftheballsbetweenhislegs!Whatamystery!Whatastrangeheavyweightofmystery,thatcouldliesoftandheavyinone’shand!Theroots,rootofallthatislovely,theprimevalrootofallfullbeauty.
Sheclungtohim,withahissofwonderthatwasalmostawe,terror.Heheldherclose,buthesaidnothing.Hewouldneversayanything.Shecreptnearertohim,nearer,onlytobeneartothesensualwonderofhim.Andoutofhisutter,incomprehensiblestillness,shefeltagaintheslowmomentous,surgingriseofthephallusagain,theotherpower.Andherheartmeltedoutwithakindofawe.
Andthistimehisbeingwithinherwasallsoftandiridescent,purelysoftandiridescent,suchasnoconsciousnesscouldseize.Herwholeselfquiveredunconsciousandalive,likeplasm.Shecouldnotknowwhatitwas.Shecouldnotrememberwhatithadbeen.Onlythatithadbeenmorelovelythananythingevercouldbe.Onlythat.Andafterwardsshewasutterlystill,utterlyunknowing,shewasnotawareforhowlong.Andhewasstillwithher,inanunfathomablesilencealongwithher.Andofthis,theywouldneverspeak.
Whenawarenessoftheoutsidebegantocomeback,sheclungtohisbreast,murmuring’Mylove!Mylove!’Andheheldhersilently.Andshecurledonhisbreast,perfect.
Buthissilencewasfathomless.Hishandsheldherlikeflowers,sostillaidstrange.
’Whereareyou?’shewhisperedtohim.’Whereareyou?Speaktome!Saysomethingtome!’
Hekissedhersoftly,murmuring:’Ay,mylass!’
Butshedidnotknowwhathemeant,shedidnotknowwherehewas.