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Chapter 10
Allhopesofeternityandallgainfromthepasthewouldhavegiventohaveherthere,tobewrappedwarmwithhiminoneblanket,andsleep,onlysleep.Itseemedthesleepwiththewomaninhisarmswastheonlynecessity.
Hewenttothehut,andwrappedhimselfintheblanketandlayonthefloortosleep.Buthecouldnot,hewascold.Andbesides,hefeltcruellyhisownunfinishednature.Hefelthisownunfinishedconditionofalonenesscruelly.Hewantedher,totouchher,toholdherfastagainsthiminonemomentofcompletenessandsleep.
Hegotupagainandwentout,towardstheparkgatesthistime:thenslowlyalongthepathtowardsthehouse.Itwasnearlyfouro’clock,stillclearandcold,butnosignofdawn.Hewasusedtothedark,hecouldseewell.
Slowly,slowlythegreathousedrewhim,asamagnet.Hewantedtobenearher.Itwasnotdesire,notthat.Itwasthecruelsenseofunfinishedaloneness,thatneededasilentwomanfoldedinhisarms.Perhapshecouldfindher.Perhapshecouldevencallherouttohim:orfindsomewayintoher.Fortheneedwasimperious.
Heslowly,silentlyclimbedtheinclinetothehall.Thenhecameroundthegreattreesatthetopoftheknoll,ontothedrive,whichmadeagrandsweeproundalozengeofgrassinfrontoftheentrance.Hecouldalreadyseethetwomagnificentbeecheswhichstoodinthisbiglevellozengeinfrontofthehouse,detachingthemselvesdarklyinthedarkair.
Therewasthehouse,lowandlongandobscure,withonelightburningdownstairs,inSirClifford’sroom.