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Chapter 10
’Themodernworldhasonlyvulgarizedemotionbylettingitloose.Whatweneedisclassiccontrol.’
’Yes,’shesaidslowly,thinkingofhimlisteningwithvacantfacetotheemotionalidiocyoftheradio.’Peoplepretendtohaveemotions,andtheyreallyfeelnothing.Isupposethatisbeingromantic.’
’Exactly!’hesaid.
Asamatteroffact,hewastired.Thiseveninghadtiredhim.Hewouldratherhavebeenwithhistechnicalbooks,orhispit-manager,orlistening-intotheradio.
MrsBoltoncameinwithtwoglassesofmaltedmilk:forClifford,tomakehimsleep,andforConnie,tofattenheragain.Itwasaregularnight-capshehadintroduced.
Conniewasgladtogo,whenshehaddrunkherglass,andthankfulsheneedn’thelpCliffordtobed.Shetookhisglassandputitonthetray,thentookthetray,toleaveitoutside.
’GoodnightClifford!Dosleepwell!TheRacinegetsintoonelikeadream.Goodnight!’
Shehaddriftedtothedoor.Shewasgoingwithoutkissinghimgoodnight.Hewatchedherwithsharp,coldeyes.So!Shedidnotevenkisshimgoodnight,afterhehadspentaneveningreadingtoher.Suchdepthsofcallousnessinher!Evenifthekisswasbutaformality,itwasonsuchformalitiesthatlifedepends.ShewasaBolshevik,really.HerinstinctswereBolshevistic!Hegazedcoldlyandangrilyatthedoorwhenceshehadgone.Anger!
Andagainthedreadofthenightcameonhim.