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Chapter 10
Hischildwasinallherveins,likeatwilight.
’Forhandsshehathnone,noreyes,norfeet,norgoldenTreasureofhair...’
Shewaslikeaforest,likethedarkinterlacingoftheoakwood,humminginaudiblywithmyriadunfoldingbuds.Meanwhilethebirdsofdesirewereasleepinthevastinterlacedintricacyofherbody.
ButClifford’svoicewenton,clappingandgurglingwithunusualsounds.Howextraordinaryitwas!Howextraordinaryhewas,bentthereoverthebook,queerandrapaciousandcivilized,withbroadshouldersandnoreallegs!Whatastrangecreature,withthesharp,coldinflexiblewillofsomebird,andnowarmth,nowarmthatall!Oneofthosecreaturesoftheafterwards,thathavenosoul,butanextra-alertwill,coldwill.Sheshudderedalittle,afraidofhim.Butthen,thesoftwarmflameoflifewasstrongerthanhe,andtherealthingswerehiddenfromhim.
Thereadingfinished.Shewasstartled.Shelookedup,andwasmorestartledstilltoseeCliffordwatchingherwithpale,uncannyeyes,likehate.
’Thankyousomuch!YoudoreadRacinebeautifully!’shesaidsoftly.
’Almostasbeautifullyasyoulistentohim,’hesaidcruelly.’Whatareyoumaking?’heasked.
’I’mmakingachild’sdress,forMrsFlint’sbaby.’
Heturnedaway.Achild!Achild!Thatwasallherobsession.
’Afterall,’hesaidinadeclamatoryvoice,’onegetsallonewantsoutofRacine.Emotionsthatareorderedandgivenshapearemoreimportantthandisorderlyemotions.
Shewatchedhimwithwide,vague,veiledeyes.’Yes,I’msuretheyare,’shesaid.