Chapter XI
ItmustberememberedthatthedescriptionIhavejustgivenoftheSwiftOneisnotthedescriptionthatwouldhavebeengivenbyBig-Tooth,myotherselfofmydreams,myprehistoricancestor.ItisbythemediumofmydreamsthatI,themodernman,lookthroughtheeyesofBig-Toothandsee.
AndsoitiswithmuchthatInarrateoftheeventsofthatfar-offtime.Thereisadualityaboutmyimpressionsthatistooconfusingtoinflictuponmyreaders.Ishallmerelypausehereinmynarrativetoindicatethisduality,thisperplexingmixingofpersonality.ItisI,themodern,wholookbackacrossthecenturiesandweighandanalyzetheemotionsandmotivesofBig-Tooth,myotherself.Hedidnotbothertoweighandanalyze.Hewassimplicityitself.Hejustlivedevents,withouteverponderingwhyhelivedtheminhisparticularandoftenerraticway.
AsI,myrealself,grewolder,Ienteredmoreandmoreintothesubstanceofmydreams.Onemaydream,andeveninthemidstofthedreambeawarethatheisdreaming,andifthedreambebad,comforthimselfwiththethoughtthatitisonlyadream.Thisisacommonexperiencewithallofus.AndsoitwasthatI,themodern,oftenenteredintomydreaming,andintheconsequentstrangedualpersonalitywasbothactorandspectator.AndrightoftenhaveI,themodern,beenperturbedandvexedbythefoolishness,illogic,obtuseness,andgeneralall-roundstupendousstupidityofmyself,theprimitive.
Andonethingmore,beforeIendthisdigression.Haveyoueverdreamedthatyoudreamed?Dogsdream,horsesdream,allanimalsdream.