Chapter III
Thecommonestdreamofmyearlychildhoodwassomethinglikethis:ItseemedthatIwasverysmallandthatIlaycurledupinasortofnestoftwigsandboughs.SometimesIwaslyingonmyback.InthispositionitseemedthatIspentmanyhours,watchingtheplayofsunlightonthefoliageandthestirringoftheleavesbythewind.Oftenthenestitselfmovedbackandforthwhenthewindwasstrong.
Butalways,whilesolyinginthenest,Iwasmasteredasoftremendousspacebeneathme.Ineversawit,Ineverpeeredovertheedgeofthenesttosee;butIKNEWandfearedthatspacethatlurkedjustbeneathmeandthateverthreatenedmelikeamawofsomeall-devouringmonster.
Thisdream,inwhichIwasquiescentandwhichwasmorelikeaconditionthananexperienceofaction,Idreamedveryofteninmyearlychildhood.Butsuddenly,therewouldrushintotheverymidstofitstrangeformsandferocioushappenings,thethunderandcrashingofstorm,orunfamiliarlandscapessuchasinmywake-a-daylifeIhadneverseen.Theresultwasconfusionandnightmare.Icouldcomprehendnothingofit.Therewasnologicofsequence.
Yousee,Ididnotdreamconsecutively.OnemomentIwasaweebabeoftheYoungerWorldlyinginmytreenest;thenextmomentIwasagrownmanoftheYoungerWorldlockedincombatwiththehideousRed-Eye;andthenextmomentIwascreepingcarefullydowntothewater-holeintheheatoftheday.Events,yearsapartintheiroccurrenceintheYoungerWorld,occurredwithmewithinthespaceofseveralminutes,orseconds.
Itwasallajumble,butthisjumbleIshallnotinflictuponyou.