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Chapter I
SoIwasnotsurprised,stilllateroninmylife,torecognizeinstantly,thefirsttimeIsawthem,treessuchasthespruce,theyew,thebirch,andthelaurel.Ihadseenthemallbefore,andwasseeingthemeventhen,everynight,inmysleep.
This,asyouhavealreadydiscerned,violatesthefirstlawofdreaming,namely,thatinone’sdreamsoneseesonlywhathehasseeninhiswakinglife,orcombinationsofthethingshehasseeninhiswakinglife.Butallmydreamsviolatedthislaw.InmydreamsIneversawANYTHINGofwhichIhadknowledgeinmywakinglife.Mydreamlifeandmywakinglifewerelivesapart,withnotonethingincommonsavemyself.Iwastheconnectinglinkthatsomehowlivedbothlives.
EarlyinmychildhoodIlearnedthatnutscamefromthegrocer,berriesfromthefruitman;butbeforeeverthatknowledgewasmine,inmydreamsIpickednutsfromtrees,orgatheredthemandatethemfromthegroundunderneathtrees,andinthesamewayIateberriesfromvinesandbushes.Thiswasbeyondanyexperienceofmine.
IshallneverforgetthefirsttimeIsawblueberriesservedonthetable.Ihadneverseenblueberriesbefore,andyet,atthesightofthem,thereleapedupinmymindmemoriesofdreamswhereinIhadwanderedthroughswampylandeatingmyfillofthem.Mymothersetbeforemeadishoftheberries.Ifilledmyspoon,butbeforeIraisedittomymouthIknewjusthowtheywouldtaste.NorwasIdisappointed.ItwasthesametangthatIhadtastedathousandtimesinmysleep.
Snakes?LongbeforeIhadheardoftheexistenceofsnakes,Iwastormentedbytheminmysleep.