Портрет Дориана Грея
Chapter 12
Theyoungmanwasleaningagainstthemantel-shelf,watchinghimwiththatstrangeexpressionthatoneseesonthefacesofthosewhoareabsorbedinaplaywhensomegreatartistisacting. Therewasneitherrealsorrowinitnorrealjoy. Therewassimplythepassionofthespectator,withperhapsaflickeroftriumphinhiseyes. Hehadtakenthefloweroutofhiscoat,andwassmellingit,orpretendingtodoso.
"Whatdoesthismean?"criedHallward,atlast. Hisownvoicesoundedshrillandcuriousinhisears.
"Yearsago,whenIwasaboy,"saidDorianGray,crushingtheflowerinhishand,"youmetme,flatteredme,andtaughtmetobevainofmygoodlooks. Onedayyouintroducedmetoafriendofyours,whoexplainedtomethewonderofyouth,andyoufinishedtheportraitofmethatrevealedtomethewonderofbeauty. Inamadmoment,that,evennow,Idon’tknowwhetherIregretornot,Imadeawish,perhapsyouwouldcallitaprayer...."
"Irememberit! Oh,howwellIrememberit! No!thethingisimpossible. Theroomisdamp. Mildewhasgotintothecanvas. ThepaintsIusedhadsomewretchedmineralpoisoninthem. Itellyouthethingisimpossible."
"Ah,whatisimpossible? "murmuredtheyoungman,goingovertothewindow,andleaninghisforeheadagainstthecold,mist-stainedglass.
"Youtoldmeyouhaddestroyedit."
"Iwaswrong. Ithasdestroyedme."
"Idon’tbelieveitismypicture."