Chapter 15
Acoldrainbegantofall,andtheblurredstreet-lampslookedghastlyinthedrippingmist. Thepublic-houseswerejustclosing,anddimmenandwomenwereclusteringinbrokengroupsroundtheirdoors. Fromsomeofthebarscamethesoundofhorriblelaughter. Inothers,drunkardsbrawledandscreamed.
Lyingbackinthehansom,withhishatpulledoverhisforehead,DorianGraywatchedwithlistlesseyesthesordidshameofthegreatcity, andnowandthenherepeatedtohimselfthewordsthatLordHenryhadsaidtohimonthefirstdaytheyhadmet, "Tocurethesoulbymeansofthesenses,andthesensesbymeansofthesoul. "Yes,thatwasthesecret. Hehadoftentriedit,andwouldtryitagainnow. Therewereopium-dens,whereonecouldbuyoblivion, densofhorrorwherethememoryofoldsinscouldbedestroyedbythemadnessofsinsthatwerenew.
Themoonhunglowintheskylikeayellowskull. Fromtimetotimeahugemisshapencloudstretchedalongarmacrossandhidit. Thegas-lampsgrewfewer,andthestreetsmorenarrowandgloomy. Oncethemanlosthisway,andhadtodrivebackhalfamile. Asteamrosefromthehorseasitsplashedupthepuddles. Theside-windowsofthehansomwerecloggedwithagrey-flannelmist.
"Tocurethesoulbymeansofthesenses,andthesensesbymeansofthesoul! "Howthewordsranginhisears! Hissoul,certainly,wassicktodeath. Wasittruethatthesensescouldcureit? Innocentbloodhadbeenspilt. Whatcouldatoneforthat? Ah!forthattherewasnoatonement; butthoughforgivenesswasimpossible,forgetfulnesswaspossiblestill, andhewasdeterminedtoforget,tostampthethingout,tocrushitasonewouldcrushtheadderthathadstungone.