Chapter 13
Atnineo’clockthenextmorninghisservantcameinwithacupofchocolateonatray,andopenedtheshutters. Dorianwassleepingquitepeacefully,lyingonhisrightside,withonehandunderneathhischeek. Helookedlikeaboywhohadbeentiredoutwithplay,orstudy.
Themanhadtotouchhimtwiceontheshoulderbeforehewoke,andasheopenedhiseyesafaintsmilepassedacrosshislips,asthoughhehadbeenlostinsomedelightfuldream. Yethehadnotdreamedatall. Hisnighthadbeenuntroubledbyanyimagesofpleasureorofpain. Butyouthsmileswithoutanyreason. Itisoneofitschiefestcharms.
Heturnedround,and,leaninguponhiselbow,begantosiphischocolate. ThemellowNovembersuncamestreamingintotheroom. Theskywasbright,andtherewasagenialwarmthintheair. ItwasalmostlikeamorninginMay.
Graduallytheeventsoftheprecedingnightcreptwithsilentblood-stainedfeetintohisbrain,andreconstructedthemselvestherewithterribledistinctness. Hewincedatthememoryofallthathehadsuffered,andforamomentthesamecuriousfeelingofloathingforBasilHallward thathadmadehimkillhimashesatinthechair,camebacktohim,andhegrewcoldwithpassion. Thedeadmanwasstillsittingthere,too,andinthesunlightnow. Howhorriblethatwas! Suchhideousthingswereforthedarkness,notfortheday.
Hefeltthatifhebroodedonwhathehadgonethroughhewouldsickenorgrowmad.