Chapter 14
Thatevening,ateight-thirty,exquisitelydressedandwearingalargebuttonholeofParmaviolets,DorianGraywasusheredintoLadyNarborough’sdrawing-roombybowingservants. Hisforeheadwasthrobbingwithmaddenednerves,andhefeltwildlyexcited,buthismannerashebentoverhishostess’shandwasaseasyandgracefulasever. Perhapsoneneverseemssomuchatone’seaseaswhenonehastoplayapart. CertainlynoonelookingatDorianGraythatnightcouldhavebelievedthathehadpassedthroughatragedyashorribleasanytragedyofourage. Thosefinely-shapedfingerscouldneverhaveclutchedaknifeforsin,northosesmilinglipshavecriedoutonGodandgoodness. Hehimselfcouldnothelpwonderingatthecalmofhisdemeanour, andforamomentfeltkeenlytheterriblepleasureofadoublelife.
Itwasasmallparty,gotupratherinahurrybyLadyNarborough, whowasaverycleverwoman,withwhatLordHenryusedtodescribeastheremainsofreallyremarkableugliness. Shehadprovedanexcellentwifetooneofourmosttediousambassadors,andhavingburiedherhusbandproperlyinamarblemausoleum, whichshehadherselfdesigned,andmarriedoffherdaughterstosomerich,ratherelderlymen, shedevotedherselfnowtothepleasuresofFrenchfiction,Frenchcookery,andFrenchespritwhenshecouldgetit.
Dorianwasoneofherspecialfavourites,andshealwaystoldhimthatshewasextremelygladshehadnotmethiminearlylife. "Iknow,mydear,Ishouldhavefallenmadlyinlovewithyou,"sheusedtosay,"andthrownmybonnetrightoverthemillsforyoursake. Itismostfortunatethatyouwerenotthoughtofatthetime.