Портрет Дориана Грея
Chapter 12
"SoyouthinkthatitisonlyGodwhoseesthesoul,Basil? Drawthatcurtainback,andyouwillseemine."
Thevoicethatspokewascoldandcruel. "Youaremad,Dorian,orplayingapart,"mutteredHallward,frowning.
"Youwon’t? ThenImustdoitmyself,"saidtheyoungman; andhetorethecurtainfromitsrod,andflungitontheground.
Anexclamationofhorrorbrokefromthepainter’slipsashesawinthedimlightthehideousfaceonthecanvasgrinningathim. Therewassomethinginitsexpressionthatfilledhimwithdisgustandloathing. Goodheavens! itwasDorianGray’sownfacethathewaslookingat! Thehorror,whateveritwas,hadnotyetentirelyspoiledthatmarvellousbeauty. Therewasstillsomegoldinthethinninghairandsomescarletonthesensualmouth. Thesoddeneyeshadkeptsomethingofthelovelinessoftheirblue,thenoblecurveshadnotyetcompletelypassedawayfromchisellednostrilsandfromplasticthroat. Yes,itwasDorianhimself. Butwhohaddoneit? Heseemedtorecognisehisownbrush-work,andtheframewashisowndesign. Theideawasmonstrous,yethefeltafraid. Heseizedthelightedcandle,andheldittothepicture. Intheleft-handcornerwashisownname,tracedinlonglettersofbrightvermilion.
Itwassomefoulparody,someinfamous,ignoblesatire. Hehadneverdonethat. Still,itwashisownpicture. Heknewit,andhefeltasifhisbloodhadchangedinamomentfromfiretosluggishice. Hisownpicture! Whatdiditmean? Whyhaditaltered? Heturned,andlookedatDorianGraywiththeeyesofasickman. Hismouthtwitched,andhisparchedtongueseemedunabletoarticulate. Hepassedhishandacrosshisforehead. Itwasdankwithclammysweat.