Портрет Дориана Грея
Chapter 6
Thequivering,ardentsunlightshowedhimthelinesofcrueltyroundthemouthasclearlyasifhehadbeenlookingintoamirrorafterhehaddonesomedreadfulthing.
Hewinced,and,takingupfromthetableanovalglassframedinivoryCupids,oneofLordHenry’smanypresentstohim,glancedhurriedlyintoitspolisheddepths. Nolinelikethatwarpedhisredlips. Whatdiditmean?
Herubbedhiseyes,andcameclosetothepicture,andexamineditagain. Therewerenosignsofanychangewhenhelookedintotheactualpainting,andyettherewasnodoubtthatthewholeexpressionhadaltered. Itwasnotamerefancyofhisown. Thethingwashorriblyapparent.
Hethrewhimselfintoachair,andbegantothink. SuddenlythereflashedacrosshismindwhathehadsaidinBasilHallward’sstudiothedaythepicturehadbeenfinished. Yes,heremembereditperfectly. Hehadutteredamadwishthathehimselfmightremainyoung,andtheportraitgrowold; thathisownbeautymightbeuntarnished,andthefaceonthecanvasbeartheburdenofhispassionsandhissins; thatthepaintedimagemightbesearedwiththelinesofsufferingandthought,andthathemightkeepallthedelicatebloomandlovelinessofhisthenjustconsciousboyhood. Surelyhiswishhadnotbeenfulfilled? Suchthingswereimpossible. Itseemedmonstrouseventothinkofthem. And,yet,therewasthepicturebeforehim,withthetouchofcrueltyinthemouth.
Cruelty! Hadhebeencruel? Itwasthegirl’sfault,nothis. Hehaddreamedofherasagreatartist,hadgivenhislovetoherbecausehehadthoughthergreat. Thenshehaddisappointedhim.