Любовник леди Чаттерлей
Chapter 7
Herthighs,too,theyusedtolooksoquickandglimpsyintheirfemaleroundness,somehowtheytooweregoingflat,slack,meaningless.
Herbodywasgoingmeaningless,goingdullandopaque,somuchinsignificantsubstance.Itmadeherfeelimmenselydepressedandhopeless.Whathopewasthere?Shewasold,oldattwenty-seven,withnogleamandsparkleintheflesh.Oldthroughneglectanddenial,yes,denial.Fashionablewomenkepttheirbodiesbrightlikedelicateporcelain,byexternalattention.Therewasnothinginsidetheporcelain;butshewasnotevenasbrightasthat.Thementallife!Suddenlyshehateditwitharushingfury,theswindle!
Shelookedintheothermirror’sreflectionatherback,herwaist,herloins.Shewasgettingthinner,buttoheritwasnotbecoming.Thecrumpleofherwaistattheback,asshebentbacktolook,wasalittleweary;anditusedtobesogay-looking.Andthelongishslopeofherhaunchesandherbuttockshadlostitsgleamanditssenseofrichness.Gone!OnlytheGermanboyhadlovedit,andhewastenyearsdead,verynearly.Howtimewentby!Tenyearsdead,andshewasonlytwenty-seven.Thehealthyboywithhisfresh,clumsysensualitythatshehadthenbeensoscornfulof!Wherewouldshefinditnow?Itwasgoneoutofmen.Theyhadtheirpathetic,two-secondsspasmslikeMichaelis;butnohealthyhumansensuality,thatwarmsthebloodandfreshensthewholebeing.
Stillshethoughtthemostbeautifulpartofherwasthelong-slopingfallofthehaunchesfromthesocketoftheback,andtheslumberous,roundstillnessofthebuttocks.