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Chapter 6
Butwait!wait!NextwintershewouldgetCliffordtoLondon;thefollowingwintershewouldgethimabroadtotheSouthofFrance,Italy.Wait!Shewasinnohurryaboutthechild.Thatwasherownprivateaffair,andtheonepointonwhich,inherownqueer,femaleway,shewasserioustothebottomofhersoul.Shewasnotgoingtoriskanychancecomer,notshe!Onemighttakealoveralmostatanymoment,butamanwhoshouldbegetachildonone...wait!wait!it’saverydifferentmatter.--’GoyeintothestreetsandbywaysofJerusalem...’Itwasnotaquestionoflove;itwasaquestionofaman.Why,onemightevenratherhatehim,personally.Yetifhewastheman,whatwouldone’spersonalhatematter?Thisbusinessconcernedanotherpartofoneself.
Ithadrainedasusual,andthepathsweretoosoddenforClifford’schair,butConniewouldgoout.Shewentoutaloneeverydaynow,mostlyinthewood,whereshewasreallyalone.Shesawnobodythere.
Thisday,however,Cliffordwantedtosendamessagetothekeeper,andastheboywaslaidupwithinfluenza,somebodyalwaysseemedtohaveinfluenzaatWragby,Conniesaidshewouldcallatthecottage.
Theairwassoftanddead,asifalltheworldwereslowlydying.Greyandclammyandsilent,evenfromtheshufflingofthecollieries,forthepitswereworkingshorttime,andtodaytheywerestoppedaltogether.Theendofallthings!
Inthewoodallwasutterlyinertandmotionless,onlygreatdropsfellfromthebareboughs,withahollowlittlecrash.