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Chapter 6
Butisn’tsomethingwrong?’
’Youmayfeelit,Idon’t.’
’Yes,Ifeelsomethingiswrongbetweenmenandwomen.Awomanhasnoglamourforamananymore.’
’Hasamanforawoman?’
Sheponderedtheothersideofthequestion.
’Notmuch,’shesaidtruthfully.
’Thenlet’sleaveitallalone,andjustbedecentandsimple,likeproperhumanbeingswithoneanother.Bedamnedtotheartificialsex-compulsion!Irefuseit!’
Connieknewhewasright,really.Yetitleftherfeelingsoforlorn,soforlornandstray.Likeachiponadrearypond,shefelt.Whatwasthepoint,ofheroranything?
Itwasheryouthwhichrebelled.Thesemenseemedsooldandcold.Everythingseemedoldandcold.AndMichaelisletonedownso;hewasnogood.Themendidn’twantone;theyjustdidn’treallywantawoman,evenMichaelisdidn’t.
Andthebounderswhopretendedtheydid,andstartedworkingthesexgame,theywereworsethanever.
Itwasjustdismal,andonehadtoputupwithit.Itwasquitetrue,menhadnorealglamourforawoman:ifyoucouldfoolyourselfintothinkingtheyhad,evenasshehadfooledherselfoverMichaelis,thatwasthebestyoucoulddo.Meanwhileyoujustlivedonandtherewasnothingtoit.Sheunderstoodperfectlywellwhypeoplehadcocktailparties,andjazzed,andCharlestonedtilltheywerereadytodrop.Youhadtotakeitoutsomewayorother,youryouth,oritateyouup.Butwhataghastlything,thisyouth!YoufeltasoldasMethuselah,andyetthethingfizzedsomehow,anddidn’tletyoubecomfortable.