Любовник леди Чаттерлей
Chapter 19
’Hewantstobeginhisrevengeonyou,’hesaid,handingtheletterback.
Conniewassilent.ShewassomewhatsurprisedtofindthatshewasafraidofClifford.Shewasafraidtogonearhim.Shewasafraidofhimasifhewereevilanddangerous.
’WhatshallIdo?’shesaid.
’Nothing,ifyoudon’twanttodoanything.’
Shereplied,tryingtoputCliffordoff.Heanswered:
Ifyoudon’tcomebacktoWragbynow,Ishallconsiderthatyouarecomingbackoneday,andactaccordingly.Ishalljustgoonthesame,andwaitforyouhere,ifIwaitforfiftyyears.
Shewasfrightened.Thiswasbullyingofaninsidioussort.Shehadnodoubthemeantwhathesaid.Hewouldnotdivorceher,andthechildwouldbehis,unlessshecouldfindsomemeansofestablishingitsillegitimacy.
Afteratimeofworryandharassment,shedecidedtogotoWragby.Hildawouldgowithher.ShewrotethistoClifford.Hereplied:
Ishallnotwelcomeyoursister,butIshallnotdenyherthedoor.Ihavenodoubtshehasconnivedatyourdesertionofyourdutiesandresponsibilities,sodonotexpectmetoshowpleasureinseeingher.
TheywenttoWragby.Cliffordwasawaywhentheyarrived.MrsBoltonreceivedthem.
’Oh,yourLadyship,itisn’tthehappyhome-comingwehopedfor,isit!’shesaid.
’Isn’tit?’saidConnie.
Sothiswomanknew!Howmuchdidtherestoftheservantsknoworsuspect?
Sheenteredthehouse,whichnowshehatedwitheveryfibreinherbody.Thegreat,ramblingmassofaplaceseemedeviltoher,justamenaceoverher.Shewasnolongeritsmistress,shewasitsvictim.