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Chapter 19
Hehadlethimselfgoaltogether,atlast.
Soatlengthshekissedhim,androckedhimonherbosom,andinherheartshesaidtoherself:’Oh,SirClifford!Oh,highandmightyChatterleys!Isthiswhatyou’vecomedownto!’Andfinallyheevenwenttosleep,likeachild.Andshefeltwornout,andwenttoherownroom,whereshelaughedandcriedatonce,withahysteriaofherown.Itwassoridiculous!Itwassoawful!Suchacome-down!Soshameful!Anditwassoupsettingaswell.
Afterthis,CliffordbecamelikeachildwithMrsBolton.Hewouldholdherhand,andresthisheadonherbreast,andwhensheoncelightlykissedhim,hesaid!’Yes!Dokissme!Dokissme!’Andwhenshespongedhisgreatblondbody,hewouldsaythesame!’Dokissme!’andshewouldlightlykisshisbody,anywhere,halfinmockery.
Andhelaywithaqueer,blankfacelikeachild,withabitofthewondermentofachild.Andhewouldgazeonherwithwide,childisheyes,inarelaxationofmadonna-worship.Itwassheerrelaxationonhispart,lettinggoallhismanhood,andsinkingbacktoachildishpositionthatwasreallyperverse.Andthenhewouldputhishandintoherbosomandfeelherbreasts,andkisstheminexultation,theexultationofperversity,ofbeingachildwhenhewasaman.
MrsBoltonwasboththrilledandashamed,shebothlovedandhatedit.Yetsheneverrebuffednorrebukedhim.