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Chapter 18
ShefoundaletterfromMellors.
Iwon’tcomeroundtoyourhotel,butI’llwaitforyououtsidetheGoldenCockinAdamStreetatseven.
Therehestood,tallandslender,andsodifferent,inaformalsuitofthindarkcloth.Hehadanaturaldistinction,buthehadnotthecut-to-patternlookofherclass.Yet,shesawatonce,hecouldgoanywhere.Hehadanativebreedingwhichwasreallymuchnicerthanthecut-to-patternclassthing.
’Ah,thereyouare!Howwellyoulook!’
’Yes!Butnotyou.’
Shelookedinhisfaceanxiously.Itwasthin,andthecheekbonesshowed.Buthiseyessmiledather,andshefeltathomewithhim.Thereitwas:suddenly,thetensionofkeepingupherappearancesfellfromher.Somethingflowedoutofhimphysically,thatmadeherfeelinwardlyateaseandhappy,athome.Withawoman’snowalertinstinctforhappiness,sheregistereditatonce.’I’mhappywhenhe’sthere!’NotallthesunshineofVenicehadgivenherthisinwardexpansionandwarmth.
’Wasithorridforyou?’sheaskedasshesatoppositehimattable.Hewastoothin;shesawitnow.Hishandlayassheknewit,withthecuriouslooseforgottennessofasleepinganimal.Shewantedsomuchtotakeitandkissit.Butshedidnotquitedare.
’Peoplearealwayshorrid,’hesaid.
’Anddidyoumindverymuch?’
’Iminded,asIalwaysshallmind.AndIknewIwasafooltomind.’
’Didyoufeellikeadogwithatincantiedtoitstail?Cliffordsaidyoufeltlikethat.’
Helookedather.Itwascruelofheratthatmoment:forhispridehadsufferedbitterly.