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Chapter 16
Butittooksomegettingat,thecoreofthephysicaljungle,thelastanddeepestrecessoforganicshame.Thephallosalonecouldexploreit.Andhowhehadpressedinonher!
Andhow,infear,shehadhatedit.Buthowshehadreallywantedit!Sheknewnow.Atthebottomofhersoul,fundamentally,shehadneededthisphallichuntingout,shehadsecretlywantedit,andshehadbelievedthatshewouldnevergetit.Nowsuddenlythereitwas,andamanwassharingherlastandfinalnakedness,shewasshameless.
Whatliarspoetsandeverybodywere!Theymadeonethinkonewantedsentiment.Whenwhatonesupremelywantedwasthispiercing,consuming,ratherawfulsensuality.Tofindamanwhodareddoit,withoutshameorsinorfinalmisgiving!Ifhehadbeenashamedafterwards,andmadeonefeelashamed,howawful!Whatapitymostmenaresodoggy,abitshameful,likeClifford!LikeMichaeliseven!Bothsensuallyabitdoggyandhumiliating.Thesupremepleasureofthemind!Andwhatisthattoawoman?Whatisit,really,tothemaneither!Hebecomesmerelymessyanddoggy,eveninhismind.Itneedssheersensualityeventopurifyandquickenthemind.Sheerfierysensuality,notmessiness.
Ah,God,howrareathingamanis!Theyarealldogsthattrotandsniffandcopulate.Tohavefoundamanwhowasnotafraidandnotashamed!Shelookedathimnow,sleepingsolikeawildanimalasleep,gone,goneintheremotenessofit.Shenestleddown,nottobeawayfromhim.
Tillhisrousingwakedhercompletely.Hewassittingupinbed,lookingdownather.