Любовник леди Чаттерлей
Chapter 16
’Sheshouldha’beenslappedintime.’
’Butwhy?andshe’ssonice.’
Hedidn’tanswer,wentrounddoingtheeveningchores,withaquiet,inevitablesortofmotion.Hewasoutwardlyangry,butnotwithher.SoConniefelt.Andhisangergavehimapeculiarhandsomeness,aninwardnessandglistenthatthrilledherandmadeherlimbsgomolten.
Stillhetooknonoticeofher.
Tillhesatdownandbegantounlacehisboots.Thenhelookedupatherfromunderhisbrows,onwhichtheangerstillsatfirm.
’Shan’tyougoup?’hesaid.’There’sacandle!’
Hejerkedhisheadswiftlytoindicatethecandleburningonthetable.Shetookitobediently,andhewatchedthefullcurveofherhipsasshewentupthefirststairs.
Itwasanightofsensualpassion,inwhichshewasalittlestartledandalmostunwilling:yetpiercedagainwithpiercingthrillsofsensuality,different,sharper,moreterriblethanthethrillsoftenderness,but,atthemoment,moredesirable.Thoughalittlefrightened,shelethimhavehisway,andthereckless,shamelesssensualityshookhertoherfoundations,strippedhertotheverylast,andmadeadifferentwomanofher.Itwasnotreallylove.Itwasnotvoluptuousness.Itwassensualitysharpandsearingasfire,burningthesoultotinder.
Burningouttheshames,thedeepest,oldestshames,inthemostsecretplaces.Itcostheranefforttolethimhavehiswayandhiswillofher.Shehadtobeapassive,consentingthing,likeaslave,aphysicalslave.