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Chapter 14
’Youtalkasifyouhadonlywantedyourownpleasureandsatisfaction.’
Shewasprotestingnervouslyagainsthim.
’Nay!’hesaid.’Iwantedtohavemypleasureandsatisfactionofawoman,andInevergotit:becauseIcouldnevergetmypleasureandsatisfactionofherunlessshegothersofmeatthesametime.Anditneverhappened.Ittakestwo.’
’Butyouneverbelievedinyourwomen.Youdon’tevenbelievereallyinme,’shesaid.
’Idon’tknowwhatbelievinginawomanmeans.’
’That’sit,yousee!’
Shestillwascurledonhislap.Buthisspiritwasgreyandabsent,hewasnotthereforher.Andeverythingshesaiddrovehimfurther.
’Butwhatdoyoubelievein?’sheinsisted.
’Idon’tknow.’
’Nothing,likeallthemenI’veeverknown,’shesaid.
Theywerebothsilent.Thenherousedhimselfandsaid:
’Yes,Idobelieveinsomething.Ibelieveinbeingwarm-hearted.Ibelieveespeciallyinbeingwarm-heartedinlove,infuckingwithawarmheart.Ibelieveifmencouldfuckwithwarmhearts,andthewomentakeitwarm-heartedly,everythingwouldcomeallright.It’sallthiscold-heartedfuckingthatisdeathandidiocy.’
’Butyoudon’tfuckmecold-heartedly,’sheprotested.
’Idon’twanttofuckyouatall.Myheart’sascoldascoldpotatoesjustnow.’
’Oh!’shesaid,kissinghimmockingly.’Let’shavethemsautes.’
Helaughed,andsaterect.
’It’safact!’hesaid.’Anythingforabitofwarm-heartedness.Butthewomendon’tlikeit.Evenyoudon’treallylikeit.
