Любовник леди Чаттерлей
Chapter 14
Ispoilther.AndI’mverymistrustful.You’llhavetoexpectit.Ittakesalottomakemetrustanybody,inwardly.SoperhapsI’mafraudtoo.Imistrust.Andtendernessisnottobemistaken.’
Shelookedathim.
’Youdon’tmistrustwithyourbody,whenyourbloodcomesup,’shesaid.’Youdon’tmistrustthen,doyou?’
’No,alas!That’showI’vegotintoallthetrouble.Andthat’swhymymindmistrustssothoroughly.’
’Letyourmindmistrust.Whatdoesitmatter!’
Thedogsighedwithdiscomfortonthemat.Theash-cloggedfiresank.
’Weareacoupleofbatteredwarriors,’saidConnie.
’Areyoubatteredtoo?’helaughed.’Andherewearereturningtothefray!’
’Yes!Ifeelreallyfrightened.’
’Ay!’
Hegotup,andputhershoestodry,andwipedhisownandsetthemnearthefire.Inthemorninghewouldgreasethem.Hepokedtheashofpasteboardasmuchaspossibleoutofthefire.’Evenburnt,it’sfilthy,’hesaid.Thenhebroughtsticksandputthemonthehobforthemorning.Thenhewentoutawhilewiththedog.
Whenhecameback,Conniesaid:
’Iwanttogoouttoo,foraminute.’
Shewentaloneintothedarkness.Therewerestarsoverhead.Shecouldsmellflowersonthenightair.Andshecouldfeelherwetshoesgettingwetteragain.Butshefeltlikegoingaway,rightawayfromhimandeverybody.
Itwaschilly.Sheshuddered,andreturnedtothehouse.Hewassittinginfrontofthelowfire.
’Ugh!Cold!’sheshuddered.
Heputthesticksonthefire,andfetchedmore,tilltheyhadagoodcracklingchimneyfulofblaze.