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Chapter 13
Andtheflameofstrengthwentdownhisbackandhisloins,revivinghim.Andshebentsuddenlyandkissedhishand.MeanwhilethebackofClifford’sheadwasheldsleekandmotionless,justinfrontofthem.
Atthetopofthehilltheyrested,andConniewasgladtoletgo.Shehadhadfugitivedreamsoffriendshipbetweenthesetwomen:oneherhusband,theotherthefatherofherchild.Nowshesawthescreamingabsurdityofherdreams.Thetwomaleswereashostileasfireandwater.Theymutuallyexterminatedoneanother.Andsherealizedforthefirsttimewhataqueersubtlethinghateis.Forthefirsttime,shehadconsciouslyanddefinitelyhatedClifford,withvividhate:asifheoughttobeobliteratedfromthefaceoftheearth.Anditwasstrange,howfreeandfulloflifeitmadeherfeel,tohatehimandtoadmititfullytoherself.--’NowI’vehatedhim,Ishallneverbeabletogoonlivingwithhim,’camethethoughtintohermind.
Onthelevelthekeepercouldpushthechairalone.Cliffordmadealittleconversationwithher,toshowhiscompletecomposure:aboutAuntEva,whowasatDieppe,andaboutSirMalcolm,whohadwrittentoaskwouldConniedrivewithhiminhissmallcar,toVenice,orwouldsheandHildagobytrain.
’I’dmuchrathergobytrain,’saidConnie.’Idon’tlikelongmotordrives,especiallywhenthere’sdust.ButIshallseewhatHildawants.’
’Shewillwanttodriveherowncar,andtakeyouwithher,’hesaid.
’Probably!--Imusthelpuphere.You’venoideahowheavythischairis.