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Chapter 10
Theactivity,theorgasmwashis,allhis;shecouldstriveforherselfnomore.Eventhetightnessofhisarmsroundher,eventheintensemovementofhisbody,andthespringingofhisseedinher,wasakindofsleep,fromwhichshedidnotbegintorousetillhehadfinishedandlaysoftlypantingagainstherbreast.
Thenshewondered,justdimlywondered,why?Whywasthisnecessary?Whyhaditliftedagreatcloudfromherandgivenherpeace?Wasitreal?Wasitreal?
Hertormentedmodern-woman’sbrainstillhadnorest.Wasitreal?Andsheknew,ifshegaveherselftotheman,itwasreal.Butifshekeptherselfforherselfitwasnothing.Shewasold;millionsofyearsold,shefelt.Andatlast,shecouldbeartheburdenofherselfnomore.Shewastobehadforthetaking.Tobehadforthetaking.
Themanlayinamysteriousstillness.Whatwashefeeling?Whatwashethinking?Shedidnotknow.Hewasastrangemantoher,shedidnotknowhim.Shemustonlywait,forshedidnotdaretobreakhismysteriousstillness.Helaytherewithhisarmsroundher,hisbodyonhers,hiswetbodytouchinghers,soclose.Andcompletelyunknown.Yetnotunpeaceful.Hisverystillnesswaspeaceful.
Sheknewthat,whenatlastherousedanddrewawayfromher.Itwaslikeanabandonment.Hedrewherdressinthedarknessdownoverherkneesandstoodafewmoments,apparentlyadjustinghisownclothing.Thenhequietlyopenedthedoorandwentout.
Shesawaverybrilliantlittlemoonshiningabovetheafterglowovertheoaks.Quicklyshegotupandarrangedherselfshewastidy.Thenshewenttothedoorofthehut.