Chapter XXIII. Found at Last
Thequestionofourwinteringonthelandwhereonwehadbeenthrownwassettledforus.But,afterall,thesituationwasnotchangedforthoseamongthenine(nowonlyremainingofthetwenty-three)whoshouldnothavedrawnthelotofdeparture.Whocouldspeculateuponthechancesofthewholenine?Mightnotallofthemhavedrawnthelotof“stay”?And,wheneverychancewasfullyweighed,wasthatofthosewhohadleftusthebest?Tothisquestiontherecouldbenoanswer.
Whentheboathaddisappeared,CaptainLenGuyandhiscompanionsretracedtheirstepstowardsthecaverninwhichwemustliveforallthetimeduringwhichwecouldnotgoout,inthedreaddarknessoftheantarcticwinter.MyfirstthoughtwasofDirkPeters,who,beingwounded,couldnotfollowuswhenwehurriedtotheothersideofthepoint.
OnreachingthecavernIfailedtofindthehalf-breed.Washeseverelywounded?Shouldwehavetomournthedeathofthismanwhowasasfaithfultousastohis“poorPym”?
“Letussearchforhim,Mr.Jeorling!”criedtheboatswain.
“Wewillgotogether,”saidthecaptain.“DirkPeterswouldneverhaveforsakenus,andwewillnotforsakehim.”
“Wouldhecomeback,”saidI,“nowthatwhathethoughtwasknowntohimandmeonlyhascomeout?”
IinformedmycompanionsofthereasonwhythenameofNedHolthadbeenchangedtothatofParkerinArthurPym’snarrative,andofthecircumstancesunderwhichthehalf-breedhadapprisedmeofthefact.