Преступление и наказание

Chapter 7

           

           “Ifeelweak,Dounia,Iamverytired;andIshouldhavelikedatthismomenttobeabletocontrolmyself.”

           Heglancedathermistrustfully.

           “Wherewereyouallnight?”

           “Idon’trememberclearly.Yousee,sister,Iwantedtomakeupmymindonceforall,andseveraltimesIwalkedbytheNeva,IrememberthatIwantedtoenditallthere,but...Icouldn’tmakeupmymind,”hewhispered,lookingathermistrustfullyagain.

           “ThankGod!Thatwasjustwhatwewereafraidof,SofyaSemyonovnaandI.Thenyoustillhavefaithinlife?ThankGod,thankGod!”

           Raskolnikovsmiledbitterly.

           “Ihaven’tfaith,butIhavejustbeenweepinginmother’sarms;Ihaven’tfaith,butIhavejustaskedhertoprayforme.Idon’tknowhowitis,Dounia,Idon’tunderstandit.”

           “Haveyoubeenatmother’s?Haveyoutoldher?”criedDounia,horror-stricken.“Surelyyouhaven’tdonethat?”

           “No,Ididn’ttellher...inwords;butsheunderstoodagreatdeal.Sheheardyoutalkinginyoursleep.Iamsureshehalfunderstandsitalready.PerhapsIdidwrongingoingtoseeher.Idon’tknowwhyIdidgo.Iamacontemptibleperson,Dounia.”

           “Acontemptibleperson,butreadytofacesuffering!Youare,aren’tyou?”

           “Yes,Iamgoing.Atonce.Yes,toescapethedisgraceIthoughtofdrowningmyself,Dounia,butasIlookedintothewater,IthoughtthatifIhadconsideredmyselfstrongtillnowI’dbetternotbeafraidofdisgrace,”hesaid,hurryingon.“It’spride,Dounia.”

           “Pride,Rodya.

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