Преступление и наказание

           Itallmightbesaid,butthereissomething.Whydidhesaybluntly,‘Withher’?WhydidZametovaddthatIspokeartfully?Whydotheyspeakinthattone?Yes,thetone....Razumihinissittinghere,whydoesheseenothing?Thatinnocentblockheadneverdoesseeanything!Feverishagain!DidPorfirywinkatmejustnow?Ofcourseit’snonsense!Whatcouldhewinkfor?Aretheytryingtoupsetmynervesoraretheyteasingme?Eitherit’sillfancyortheyknow!EvenZametovisrude....IsZametovrude?Zametovhaschangedhismind.Iforesawhewouldchangehismind!Heisathomehere,whileit’smyfirstvisit.Porfirydoesnotconsiderhimavisitor;sitswithhisbacktohim.They’reasthickasthieves,nodoubt,overme!Notadoubttheyweretalkingaboutmebeforewecame.Dotheyknowabouttheflat?Ifonlythey’dmakehaste!WhenIsaidthatIranawaytotakeaflatheletitpass....Iputthatincleverlyaboutaflat,itmaybeofuseafterwards....Delirious,indeed...ha-ha-ha!Heknowsallaboutlastnight!Hedidn’tknowofmymother’sarrival!Thehaghadwrittenthedateoninpencil!Youarewrong,youwon’tcatchme!Therearenofacts...it’sallsupposition!Youproducefacts!Theflatevenisn’tafactbutdelirium.Iknowwhattosaytothem....Dotheyknowabouttheflat?Iwon’tgowithoutfindingout.WhatdidIcomefor?Butmybeingangrynow,maybeisafact!Fool,howirritableIam!Perhapsthat’sright;toplaytheinvalid....Heisfeelingme.Hewilltrytocatchme.