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Chapter 5
Weascendedintomyroom,andtheservantpresentlybroughtbreakfast;butIwasunabletocontainmyself.Itwasnotjoyonlythatpossessedme;Ifeltmyfleshtinglewithexcessofsensitiveness,andmypulsebeatrapidly.Iwasunabletoremainforasingleinstantinthesameplace;Ijumpedoverthechairs,clappedmyhands,andlaughedaloud.Clervalatfirstattributedmyunusualspiritstojoyonhisarrival,butwhenheobservedmemoreattentively,hesawawildnessinmyeyesforwhichhecouldnotaccount,andmyloud,unrestrained,heartlesslaughterfrightenedandastonishedhim.
"MydearVictor,"criedhe,"what,forGod’ssake,isthematter?Donotlaughinthatmanner.Howillyouare!Whatisthecauseofallthis?"
"Donotaskme,"criedI,puttingmyhandsbeforemyeyes,forIthoughtIsawthedreadedspectreglideintotheroom;"HEcantell.Oh,saveme!Saveme!"Iimaginedthatthemonsterseizedme;Istruggledfuriouslyandfelldowninafit.
PoorClerval!Whatmusthavebeenhisfeelings?Ameeting,whichheanticipatedwithsuchjoy,sostrangelyturnedtobitterness.ButIwasnotthewitnessofhisgrief,forIwaslifelessanddidnotrecovermysensesforalong,longtime.
Thiswasthecommencementofanervousfeverwhichconfinedmeforseveralmonths.DuringallthattimeHenrywasmyonlynurse.Iafterwardslearnedthat,knowingmyfather’sadvancedageandunfitnessforsolongajourney,andhowwretchedmysicknesswouldmakeElizabeth,hesparedthemthisgriefbyconcealingtheextentofmydisorder.HeknewthatIcouldnothaveamorekindandattentivenursethanhimself;and,firminthehopehefeltofmyrecovery,hedidnotdoubtthat,insteadofdoingharm,heperformedthekindestactionthathecouldtowardsthem.