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Chapter 22
GreatGod!IfforoneinstantIhadthoughtwhatmightbethehellishintentionofmyfiendishadversary,Iwouldratherhavebanishedmyselfforeverfrommynativecountryandwanderedafriendlessoutcastovertheearththanhaveconsentedtothismiserablemarriage.But,asifpossessedofmagicpowers,themonsterhadblindedmetohisrealintentions;andwhenIthoughtthatIhadpreparedonlymyowndeath,Ihastenedthatofafardearervictim.
Astheperiodfixedforourmarriagedrewnearer,whetherfromcowardiceorapropheticfeeling,Ifeltmyheartsinkwithinme.ButIconcealedmyfeelingsbyanappearanceofhilaritythatbroughtsmilesandjoytothecountenanceofmyfather,buthardlydeceivedtheeverwatchfulandnicereyeofElizabeth.Shelookedforwardtoourunionwithplacidcontentment,notunmingledwithalittlefear,whichpastmisfortuneshadimpressed,thatwhatnowappearedcertainandtangiblehappinessmightsoondissipateintoanairydreamandleavenotracebutdeepandeverlastingregret.Preparationsweremadefortheevent,congratulatoryvisitswerereceived,andallworeasmilingappearance.Ishutup,aswellasIcould,inmyownhearttheanxietythatpreyedthereandenteredwithseemingearnestnessintotheplansofmyfather,althoughtheymightonlyserveasthedecorationsofmytragedy.Throughmyfather’sexertionsapartoftheinheritanceofElizabethhadbeenrestoredtoherbytheAustriangovernment.AsmallpossessionontheshoresofComobelongedtoher.Itwasagreedthat,immediatelyafterourunion,weshouldproceedtoVillaLavenzaandspendourfirstdaysofhappinessbesidethebeautifullakenearwhichitstood.
InthemeantimeItookeveryprecautiontodefendmypersonincasethefiendshouldopenlyattackme.Icarriedpistolsandadaggerconstantlyaboutmeandwaseveronthewatchtopreventartifice,andbythesemeansgainedagreaterdegreeoftranquillity.