Франкенштейн
Chapter 21
Nothing,atthismoment,couldhavegivenmegreaterpleasurethanthearrivalofmyfather.Istretchedoutmyhandtohimandcried,"Areyou,then,safe—andElizabeth—andErnest?"Myfathercalmedmewithassurancesoftheirwelfareandendeavoured,bydwellingonthesesubjectssointerestingtomyheart,toraisemydespondingspirits;buthesoonfeltthataprisoncannotbetheabodeofcheerfulness.
"Whataplaceisthisthatyouinhabit,myson!"saidhe,lookingmournfullyatthebarredwindowsandwretchedappearanceoftheroom."Youtravelledtoseekhappiness,butafatalityseemstopursueyou.AndpoorClerval—"
Thenameofmyunfortunateandmurderedfriendwasanagitationtoogreattobeenduredinmyweakstate;Ishedtears."Alas!Yes,myfather,"repliedI;"somedestinyofthemosthorriblekindhangsoverme,andImustlivetofulfilit,orsurelyIshouldhavediedonthecoffinofHenry."
Wewerenotallowedtoconverseforanylengthoftime,fortheprecariousstateofmyhealthrenderedeveryprecautionnecessarythatcouldensuretranquillity.Mr.Kirwincameinandinsistedthatmystrengthshouldnotbeexhaustedbytoomuchexertion.Buttheappearanceofmyfatherwastomelikethatofmygoodangel,andIgraduallyrecoveredmyhealth.
Asmysicknessquittedme,Iwasabsorbedbyagloomyandblackmelancholythatnothingcoulddissipate.TheimageofClervalwasforeverbeforeme,ghastlyandmurdered.Morethanoncetheagitationintowhichthesereflectionsthrewmemademyfriendsdreadadangerousrelapse.Alas!Whydidtheypreservesomiserableanddetestedalife?ItwassurelythatImightfulfilmydestiny,whichisnowdrawingtoaclose.Soon,oh,verysoon,willdeathextinguishthesethrobbingsandrelievemefromthemightyweightofanguishthatbearsmetothedust;and,inexecutingtheawardofjustice,Ishallalsosinktorest.