Франкенштейн
Chapter 20
ButIhadsufferedhimtodepart,andhehaddirectedhiscoursetowardsthemainland.Ishudderedtothinkwhomightbethenextvictimsacrificedtohisinsatiaterevenge.AndthenIthoughtagainofhiswords—"IWILLBEWITHYOUONYOURWEDDING-NIGHT."That,then,wastheperiodfixedforthefulfillmentofmydestiny.InthathourIshoulddieandatoncesatisfyandextinguishhismalice.Theprospectdidnotmovemetofear;yetwhenIthoughtofmybelovedElizabeth,ofhertearsandendlesssorrow,whensheshouldfindherloversobarbarouslysnatchedfromher,tears,thefirstIhadshedformanymonths,streamedfrommyeyes,andIresolvednottofallbeforemyenemywithoutabitterstruggle.
Thenightpassedaway,andthesunrosefromtheocean;myfeelingsbecamecalmer,ifitmaybecalledcalmnesswhentheviolenceofragesinksintothedepthsofdespair.Ileftthehouse,thehorridsceneofthelastnight’scontention,andwalkedonthebeachofthesea,whichIalmostregardedasaninsuperablebarrierbetweenmeandmyfellowcreatures;nay,awishthatsuchshouldprovethefactstoleacrossme.
IdesiredthatImightpassmylifeonthatbarrenrock,wearily,itistrue,butuninterruptedbyanysuddenshockofmisery.IfIreturned,itwastobesacrificedortoseethosewhomImostloveddieunderthegraspofadaemonwhomIhadmyselfcreated.
Iwalkedabouttheislelikearestlessspectre,separatedfromallitlovedandmiserableintheseparation.Whenitbecamenoon,andthesunrosehigher,Ilaydownonthegrassandwasoverpoweredbyadeepsleep.Ihadbeenawakethewholeoftheprecedingnight,mynerveswereagitated,andmyeyesinflamedbywatchingandmisery.ThesleepintowhichInowsankrefreshedme;