Портрет Дориана Грея
Chapter 15
Itissaidthatpassionmakesonethinkinacircle. CertainlywithhideousiterationthebittenlipsofDorianGrayshapedandreshapedthosesubtlewordsthatdealtwithsoulandsense, tillhehadfoundinthemthefullexpression,asitwere,ofhismood,andjustified,byintellectualapproval,passionsthatwithoutsuchjustificationwouldstillhavedominatedhistemper. Fromcelltocellofhisbraincrepttheonethought; andthewilddesiretolive,mostterribleofallman’sappetites,quickenedintoforceeachtremblingnerveandfibre. Uglinessthathadoncebeenhatefultohimbecauseitmadethingsreal,becamedeartohimnowforthatveryreason. Uglinesswastheonereality. Thecoarsebrawl,theloathsomeden,thecrudeviolenceofdisorderedlife,theveryvilenessofthiefandoutcast, weremorevivid,intheirintenseactualityofimpression,thanallthegraciousshapesofArt,thedreamyshadowsofSong. Theywerewhatheneededforforgetfulness. Inthreedayshewouldbefree.
Suddenlythemandrewupwithajerkatthetopofadarklane. Overthelowroofsandjaggedchimneystacksofthehousesrosetheblackmastsofships. Wreathsofwhitemistclunglikeghostlysailstotheyards.
"Somewhereabouthere,sir,ain’tit? "heaskedhuskilythroughthetrap.
Dorianstarted,andpeeredround. "Thiswilldo,"heanswered,and,havinggotouthastily,andgiventhedrivertheextrafarehehadpromisedhim,hewalkedquicklyinthedirectionofthequay. Hereandtherealanterngleamedatthesternofsomehugemerchantman. Thelightshookandsplinteredinthepuddles. Aredglarecamefromanoutward-boundsteamerthatwascoaling. Theslimypavementlookedlikeawetmackintosh.