Хребты безумия
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Ourapprehensionswereoverwhatwemightfind,orfailtofind,attheendofourjourney,forsilencecontinuedtoanswerallcallsdispatchedtothecamp.
Everyincidentofthatfour-and-a-half-hourflightisburnedintomyrecollectionbecauseofitscrucialpositioninmylife. Itmarkedmyloss,attheageoffifty-four,ofallthatpeaceandbalancewhichthenormalmindpossessesthroughitsaccustomedconceptionofexternalnatureandnature’slaws. Thenceforwardthetenofus—butthestudentDanforthandmyselfaboveallothers—weretofaceahideouslyamplifiedworldoflurkinghorrorswhichnothingcanerasefromouremotions,andwhichwewouldrefrainfromsharingwithmankindingeneralifwecould. Thenewspapershaveprintedthebulletinswesentfromthemovingplane,tellingofournonstopcourse,ourtwobattleswithtreacherousupper-airgales,ourglimpseofthebrokensurfacewhereLakehadsunkhismid-journeyshaftthreedaysbefore,andoursightofagroupofthosestrangefluffysnowcylindersnotedbyAmundsenandByrdasrollinginthewindacrosstheendlessleaguesoffrozenplateau. Therecameapoint,though,whenoursensationscouldnotbeconveyedinanywordsthepresswouldunderstand,andalatterpointwhenwehadtoadoptanactualruleofstrictcensorship.
ThesailorLarsenwasfirsttospythejaggedlineofwitchlikeconesandpinnaclesahead,andhisshoutssenteveryonetothewindowsofthegreatcabinedplane. Despiteourspeed,theywereveryslowingainingprominence;henceweknewthattheymustbeinfinitelyfaroff,andvisibleonlybecauseoftheirabnormalheight. Littlebylittle,however,theyrosegrimlyintothewesternsky;