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The Love-Master
Henevertookhiseyesfromthegod,thrustinghisheadforwardwithearsflattenedbackandhairinvoluntarilyrisingandcrestingonhisneck. Alsoalowgrowlrumbledinhisthroataswarningthathewasnottobetrifledwith. Heatethemeat,andnothinghappened. Piecebypiece,heateallthemeat,andnothinghappened. Stillthepunishmentdelayed.
Helickedhischopsandwaited. Thegodwentontalking. Inhisvoicewaskindness—somethingofwhichWhiteFanghadnoexperiencewhatever. Andwithinhimitarousedfeelingswhichhehadlikewiseneverexperiencedbefore. Hewasawareofacertainstrangesatisfaction,asthoughsomeneedwerebeinggratified,asthoughsomevoidinhisbeingwerebeingfilled. Thenagaincametheprodofhisinstinctandthewarningofpastexperience. Thegodswereevercrafty,andtheyhadunguessedwaysofattainingtheirends.
Ah,hehadthoughtso! Thereitcamenow,thegod’shand,cunningtohurt,thrustingoutathim,descendinguponhishead. Butthegodwentontalking. Hisvoicewassoftandsoothing. Inspiteofthemenacinghand,thevoiceinspiredconfidence. Andinspiteoftheassuringvoice,thehandinspireddistrust. WhiteFangwastornbyconflictingfeelings,impulses. Itseemedhewouldflytopieces,soterriblewasthecontrolhewasexerting,holdingtogetherbyanunwontedindecisionthecounter-forcesthatstruggledwithinhimformastery.
Hecompromised. Hesnarledandbristledandflattenedhisears.Butheneithersnappednorsprangaway. Thehanddescended. Nearerandneareritcame. Ittouchedtheendsofhisupstandinghair. Heshrankdownunderit. Itfolloweddownafterhim,pressingmorecloselyagainsthim. Shrinking,almostshivering,hestillmanagedtoholdhimselftogether. Itwasatorment,thishandthattouchedhimandviolatedhisinstinct.