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Chapter 10
WhatifIshouldgostraightinandmarchtohiswindow?—whatif,byriskingtohisboyishbewildermentarevelationofmymotive,Ishouldthrowacrosstherestofthemysterythelonghalterofmyboldness?
Thisthoughtheldmesufficientlytomakemecrosstohisthresholdandpauseagain.Ipreternaturallylistened;Ifiguredtomyselfwhatmightportentouslybe;Iwonderedifhisbedwerealsoemptyandhetooweresecretlyatwatch.Itwasadeep,soundlessminute,attheendofwhichmyimpulsefailed.Hewasquiet;hemightbeinnocent;theriskwashideous;Iturnedaway.Therewasafigureinthegrounds—afigureprowlingforasight,thevisitorwithwhomFlorawasengaged;butitwasnotthevisitormostconcernedwithmyboy.Ihesitatedafresh,butonothergroundsandonlyforafewseconds;thenIhadmademychoice.TherewereemptyroomsatBly,anditwasonlyaquestionofchoosingtherightone.Therightonesuddenlypresenteditselftomeasthelowerone—thoughhighabovethegardens—inthesolidcornerofthehousethatIhavespokenofastheoldtower.Thiswasalarge,squarechamber,arrangedwithsomestateasabedroom,theextravagantsizeofwhichmadeitsoinconvenientthatithadnotforyears,thoughkeptbyMrs.Groseinexemplaryorder,beenoccupied.IhadoftenadmireditandIknewmywayaboutinit;Ihadonly,afterjustfalteringatthefirstchillgloomofitsdisuse,topassacrossitandunboltasquietlyasIcouldoneoftheshutters