A Very Strange Agony
Whenwegotintothedrawingroom,andhadsatdowntoourcoffeeandchocolate,althoughCarmilladidnottakeany,sheseemedquiteherselfagain,andMadame,andMademoiselleDeLafontaine,joinedus,andmadealittlecardparty,inthecourseofwhichpapacameinforwhathecalledhis"dishoftea."
WhenthegamewasoverhesatdownbesideCarmillaonthesofa,andaskedher,alittleanxiously,whethershehadheardfromhermothersinceherarrival.
Sheanswered"No."
Hethenaskedwhethersheknewwherealetterwouldreachheratpresent.
"Icannottell,"sheansweredambiguously,"butIhavebeenthinkingofleavingyou;youhavebeenalreadytoohospitableandtookindtome.Ihavegivenyouaninfinityoftrouble,andIshouldwishtotakeacarriagetomorrow,andpostinpursuitofher;IknowwhereIshallultimatelyfindher,althoughIdarenotyettellyou."
"Butyoumustnotdreamofanysuchthing,"exclaimedmyfather,tomygreatrelief."Wecan’taffordtoloseyouso,andIwon’tconsenttoyourleavingus,exceptunderthecareofyourmother,whowassogoodastoconsenttoyourremainingwithustillsheshouldherselfreturn.IshouldbequitehappyifIknewthatyouheardfromher:butthiseveningtheaccountsoftheprogressofthemysteriousdiseasethathasinvadedourneighborhood,growevenmorealarming;andmybeautifulguest,Idofeeltheresponsibility,unaidedbyadvicefromyourmother,verymuch.