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A Very Strange Agony
ButIshalldomybest;andonethingiscertain,thatyoumustnotthinkofleavinguswithoutherdistinctdirectiontothateffect.Weshouldsuffertoomuchinpartingfromyoutoconsenttoiteasily."
"Thankyou,sir,athousandtimesforyourhospitality,"sheanswered,smilingbashfully."Youhaveallbeentookindtome;Ihaveseldombeensohappyinallmylifebefore,asinyourbeautifulchateau,underyourcare,andinthesocietyofyourdeardaughter."
Sohegallantly,inhisold-fashionedway,kissedherhand,smilingandpleasedatherlittlespeech.
IaccompaniedCarmillaasusualtoherroom,andsatandchattedwithherwhileshewaspreparingforbed.
"Doyouthink,"Isaidatlength,"thatyouwilleverconfidefullyinme?"
Sheturnedroundsmiling,butmadenoanswer,onlycontinuedtosmileonme.
"Youwon’tanswerthat?"Isaid."Youcan’tanswerpleasantly;Ioughtnottohaveaskedyou."
"Youwerequiterighttoaskmethat,oranything.Youdonotknowhowdearyouaretome,oryoucouldnotthinkanyconfidencetoogreattolookfor.ButIamundervows,nonunhalfsoawfully,andIdarenottellmystoryyet,eventoyou.Thetimeisverynearwhenyoushallknoweverything.Youwillthinkmecruel,veryselfish,butloveisalwaysselfish;themoreardentthemoreselfish.HowjealousIamyoucannotknow.Youmustcomewithme,lovingme,todeath;orelsehatemeandstillcomewithme,andhatingmethroughdeathandafter.Thereisnosuchwordasindifferenceinmyapatheticnature."