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Amorywantedtofeel"WilliamDayfield,1864."
Hewonderedthatgravesevermadepeopleconsiderlifeinvain.Somehowhecouldfindnothinghopelessinhavinglived.Allthebrokencolumnsandclaspedhandsanddovesandangelsmeantromances.Hefanciedthatinahundredyearshewouldlikehavingyoungpeoplespeculateastowhetherhiseyeswerebrownorblue,andhehopedquitepassionatelythathisgravewouldhaveaboutitanairofmany,manyyearsago.ItseemedstrangethatoutofarowofUnionsoldierstwoorthreemadehimthinkofdeadlovesanddeadlovers,whentheywereexactlyliketherest,eventotheyellowishmoss.
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