Chapter 4
Whatvainweather-cocksweare!I,whohaddeterminedtoholdmyselfindependentofallsocialintercourse,andthankedmystarsthat,atlength,Ihadlightedonaspotwhereitwasnexttoimpracticable—I,weakwretch,aftermaintainingtillduskastrugglewithlowspiritsandsolitude,wasfinallycompelledtostrikemycolours;and,underpretenceofgaininginformationconcerningthenecessitiesofmyestablishment,IdesiredMrs.Dean,whenshebroughtinsupper,tositdownwhileIateit;hopingsincerelyshewouldprovearegulargossip,andeitherrousemetoanimationorlullmetosleepbyhertalk.
"Youhavelivedhereaconsiderabletime,"Icommenced;"didyounotsaysixteenyears?"
"Eighteen,sir:Icame,whenthemistresswasmarried,towaitonher;aftershedied,themasterretainedmeforhishousekeeper."
"Indeed."
Thereensuedapause.Shewasnotagossip,Ifeared;unlessaboutherownaffairs,andthosecouldhardlyinterestme.However,havingstudiedforaninterval,withafistoneitherknee,andacloudofmeditationoverherruddycountenance,sheejaculated:"Ah,timesaregreatlychangedsincethen!"
"Yes,"Iremarked,"you’veseenagoodmanyalterations,Isuppose?"
"Ihave:andtroublestoo,"shesaid.