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Chapter 21
Hemerelyadded:
"Youwillknowhereafter,darling,whyIwishyoutoavoidhishouseandfamily;nowreturntoyouroldemploymentsandamusements,andthinknomoreaboutthem."
Catherinekissedherfatherandsatdownquietlytoherlessonsforacoupleofhours,accordingtocustom;thensheaccompaniedhimintothegrounds,andthewholedaypassedasusual:butintheevening,whenshehadretiredtoherroom,andIwenttohelphertoundress,Ifoundhercrying,onherkneesbythebedside.
"Oh,fie,sillychild!"Iexclaimed."Ifyouhadanyrealgriefs,you’dbeashamedtowasteatearonthislittlecontrariety.Youneverhadoneshadowofsubstantialsorrow,MissCatherine.Suppose,foraminute,thatmasterandIweredead,andyouwerebyyourselfintheworld:howwouldyoufeelthen?Comparethepresentoccasionwithsuchanafflictionasthat,andbethankfulforthefriendsyouhaveinsteadofcovetingmore."
"I’mnotcryingformyself,Ellen,"sheanswered,"it’sforhim.Heexpectedtoseemeagainto-morrow,andtherehe’llbesodisappointed:andhe’llwaitforme,andIshan’tcome!"
"Nonsense,"saidI,"doyouimaginehehasthoughtasmuchofyouasyouhaveofhim?Hasn’theHaretonforacompanion?Notoneinahundredwouldweepatlosingarelationtheyhadjustseentwice,fortwoafternoons.Lintonwillconjecturehowitis,andtroublehimselfnofurtheraboutyou."
"ButmayInotwriteanotetotellhimwhyIcannotcome?"sheasked,risingtoherfeet.