VII. The Pointing of Duty
AnneleanedbackinherchaironemildOctobereveningandsighed.Shewassittingatatablecoveredwithtextbooksandexercises,butthecloselywrittensheetsofpaperbeforeherhadnoapparentconnectionwithstudiesorschoolwork.
“Whatisthematter?”askedGilbert,whohadarrivedattheopenkitchendoorjustintimetohearthesigh.
Annecolored,andthrustherwritingoutofsightundersomeschoolcompositions.
“Nothingverydreadful.Iwasjusttryingtowriteoutsomeofmythoughts,asProfessorHamiltonadvisedme,butIcouldn’tgetthemtopleaseme.Theyseemsostillandfoolishdirectlythey’rewrittendownonwhitepaperwithblackink.Fanciesarelikeshadows...youcan’tcagethem,they’resuchwayward,dancingthings.ButperhapsI’lllearnthesecretsomedayifIkeepontrying.Ihaven’tagreatmanysparemoments,youknow.BythetimeIfinishcorrectingschoolexercisesandcompositions,Idon’talwaysfeellikewritinganyofmyown.”
“Youaregettingonsplendidlyinschool,Anne.Allthechildrenlikeyou,”saidGilbert,sittingdownonthestonestep.
“No,notall.AnthonyPyedoesn’tandWON’Tlikeme.Whatisworse,hedoesn’trespectme...no,hedoesn’t.HesimplyholdsmeincontemptandIdon’tmindconfessingtoyouthatitworriesmemiserably.Itisn’tthatheissoverybad...heisonlyrathermischievous,butnoworsethansomeoftheothers.Heseldomdisobeysme;butheobeyswithascornfulairoftolerationasifitwasn’tworthwhiledisputingthepointorhewould...andithasabadeffectontheothers.