Chapter 9
OnethingofgreatvalueIlearnedinthelong,pain-wearyhoursofwaking—namely,themasteryofthebodybythemind.Ilearnedtosufferpassively,as,undoubtedly,allmenhavelearnedwhohavepassedthroughthepost-graduatecoursesofstrait-jacketing.Oh,itisnoeasytricktokeepthebraininsuchserenereposethatitisquiteoblivioustothethrobbing,exquisitecomplaintofsometorturednerve.
AnditwasthisverymasteryofthefleshbythespiritwhichIsoacquiredthatenabledmeeasilytopractisethesecretEdMorrelltoldtome.
“Thinkitiscurtains?”EdMorrellrappedtomeonenight.
Ihadjustbeenreleasedfromonehundredhours,andIwasweakerthanIhadeverbeenbefore.SoweakwasIthatthoughmywholebodywasonemassofbruiseandmisery,neverthelessIscarcelywasawarethatIhadabody.
“Itlookslikecurtains,”Irappedback.“Theywillgetmeiftheykeepitupmuchlonger.”
“Don’tletthem,”headvised.“Thereisaway.Ilearneditmyself,downinthedungeons,whenMassieandIgotoursgoodandplenty.Ipulledthrough.ButMassiecroaked.IfIhadn’tlearnedthetrick,I’dhavecroakedalongwithhim.You’vegottobeprettyweakfirst,beforeyoutryit.Ifyoutryitwhenyouarestrong,youmakeafailureofit,andthenthatqueersyouforeverafter.