Chapter 6
Thereismorethanthegermoftruthinthingserroneousinthechild’sdefinitionofmemoryasthethingoneforgetswith.Tobeabletoforgetmeanssanity.Incessantlytoremember,meansobsession,lunacy.SotheproblemIfacedinsolitary,whereincessantrememberingstroveforpossessionofme,wastheproblemofforgetting.WhenIgamedwithflies,orplayedchesswithmyself,ortalkedwithmyknuckles,Ipartiallyforgot.WhatIdesiredwasentirelytoforget.
Thereweretheboyhoodmemoriesofothertimesandplaces—the“trailingcloudsofglory”ofWordsworth.Ifaboyhadhadthesememories,weretheyirretrievablylostwhenhehadgrowntomanhood?Couldthisparticularcontentofhisboybrainbeutterlyeliminated?Orwerethesememoriesofothertimesandplacesstillresidual,asleep,immuredinsolitaryinbraincellssimilarlytothewayIwasimmuredinacellinSanQuentin?
Solitarylife-prisonershavebeenknowntoresurrectandlookuponthesunagain.Thenwhycouldnottheseother-worldmemoriesoftheboyresurrect?
Buthow?Inmyjudgment,byattainmentofcompleteforgetfulnessofpresentandofmanhoodpast.
Andagain,how?Hypnotismshoulddoit.